You're such an awesome person.

I'd be lost without you.

You stay in my mind.

Even when I close my eyes,

You're still there.

If I could always have my way,

I'd want to be with you every second of my life.

Waking up to you,

To see you smile and laugh,

That would just be amazing.

If you were down,

I'd kiss away your tears.

No more sad times,

You'd have me.

There's no one else like you out there,

No one could compare to you.

And I simply love you.

Lonely days,

Starry nights.

Wishing you were here,

For me to hold onto.

I need you more than ever.

You're all I ever think about.

I want you back more than ever.

No one can compare to you.

We belong together.

I've never felt like that towards anyone but you.

You're too awesome and amazing,

I just can't let my grip off of you.

You're mine forever.

At least in my mind,

We'll be inseparable. 

I miss..

I miss the smell of you,

Your scent was ever so inviting.

I miss the way you held me,

Like there was no one else you wanted.

I miss the sound of your voice,

The way we chatted every night and day.

I miss everything we use to be,

I thought we  belonged together...

 

What's left of this broken home is once forgotten.

All the memories and blood of your tears,

The fall from the walls to the ground,

Flooding everything that's in it's path.

Leaving nothing but memories of the past.

All of them times you drank yourself to sleep,

To ease the pain from your life.

The pain from your day and past.

Until one night you too out of control,

Full of blood and tears.

That came pouring out of you.

Just after you pulled that very trigger,

They're gone now to be in this house forever.

They'll never be forgotten.

Your blood and tears that is.

cutting deeper into my veins,

watching the scars form.

oh, so much pleasure.

watching the blood run down my arm.

writing my suicide  note,

on the wall,

with my blood.

the sweetest memories are gone.

tearing down the walls.

trying to escape from all of this insanity.

death is creeping upon me.

more of the blood gushing out.

finishing my letter to all of you.

i'll be forgotten forever.

no one will notice.

this pain is getting stronger,

time to cut deep one last time.

just before i pull the trigger.

cut cut cut cut.

bang...

Another

Another tear falls

The world starts to crash

Another lie is told.

Everything burns in my path

Another rude awakening

Another path to walk on

That is slowly fading.

To another drawing on the wall

That shows what life's about

For another story to be told through back and white.

Another misleading

To an unforgiving world

I close the book of lies,

To a misleading conduct

To sake the unforgiving

To not believe what was said

A tear falls again

Everything that is bad crashes beneath me

And slowly fades away..

Cold Shoulder

I sit in silence,

No one is here,

Nobody to listen to.

All boarded up in this cold room,

I never knew how silent it could get,

Until me and you were over.

I feel so cold and alone.

I've never felt like this before,

It feels so strange.

Never knew it would be this bad.

The pain is getting deeper every minute.

It never comes out.

It's getting harder everyday.

Everything reminds me of you,

I can't stay strong,

So very weak.

I wish I didn't make that mistake,

I'd give anything to re-live that day.

Maybe then I wouldn't be here,

Sitting and writing this.

I wish I didn't let you go.

Everything happens for a reason.

What reason was that then?

To let you out of my life forever....