What's left of this broken home is once forgotten.

All the memories and blood of your tears,

The fall from the walls to the ground,

Flooding everything that's in it's path.

Leaving nothing but memories of the past.

All of them times you drank yourself to sleep,

To ease the pain from your life.

The pain from your day and past.

Until one night you too out of control,

Full of blood and tears.

That came pouring out of you.

Just after you pulled that very trigger,

They're gone now to be in this house forever.

They'll never be forgotten.

Your blood and tears that is.

cutting deeper into my veins,

watching the scars form.

oh, so much pleasure.

watching the blood run down my arm.

writing my suicide  note,

on the wall,

with my blood.

the sweetest memories are gone.

tearing down the walls.

trying to escape from all of this insanity.

death is creeping upon me.

more of the blood gushing out.

finishing my letter to all of you.

i'll be forgotten forever.

no one will notice.

this pain is getting stronger,

time to cut deep one last time.

just before i pull the trigger.

cut cut cut cut.

bang...

Another

Another tear falls

The world starts to crash

Another lie is told.

Everything burns in my path

Another rude awakening

Another path to walk on

That is slowly fading.

To another drawing on the wall

That shows what life's about

For another story to be told through back and white.

Another misleading

To an unforgiving world

I close the book of lies,

To a misleading conduct

To sake the unforgiving

To not believe what was said

A tear falls again

Everything that is bad crashes beneath me

And slowly fades away..

Cold Shoulder

I sit in silence,

No one is here,

Nobody to listen to.

All boarded up in this cold room,

I never knew how silent it could get,

Until me and you were over.

I feel so cold and alone.

I've never felt like this before,

It feels so strange.

Never knew it would be this bad.

The pain is getting deeper every minute.

It never comes out.

It's getting harder everyday.

Everything reminds me of you,

I can't stay strong,

So very weak.

I wish I didn't make that mistake,

I'd give anything to re-live that day.

Maybe then I wouldn't be here,

Sitting and writing this.

I wish I didn't let you go.

Everything happens for a reason.

What reason was that then?

To let you out of my life forever....

Silent screams,

Bursting through the walls.

Somehow no one can hear you.

Silence.

Scream again.

Let me hear you,

Whisper your pain to me.

Vibrations.

Shaking walls.

Blood dripping from the walls.

Dripping down onto you.

Tearing out your eyes.

Screaming for someone to come and help.

No ones there.

They've left you.

In this cold dark world.

Screaming at the top of your lungs.

No sound comes out.

You're officially now once forgotton.

For my bestfriend Kevin.<3

When you're feeling down,

Know that I'm here for you.

You amaze me in every way.

Just don't give up yet.

Theres someone out there for you.

When you're feeling down,

Know that I'm here for you.

To turn that frown upside down.

To make you happy once and for all.

Know that I'll never hurt you.

When you're feeling down,

Know that I'm here for you.

To heal your broken heart.

The best thing I can do is give you my opinions

And let you know that it'll all be okay once again.

When you're feeling down,

Know that I'm here for you.

Call me up.

Let you hear my voice,

To make you happy forever and always.

Staring deep into your eyes,

It's like an ocean.

Im getting so caught up in it.

It isn't real.

Why does it seem that it is?

Seeing what we use to have.

You were the greatest.

Our past together was the best.

Why did it have to end?

I'd do anything to get you back.

All now that is left is the greatest times we shared.

The stupidest things that made us laugh.

Late night calls.

The simple "I love you's."

Now all I have is to dream of the past.

Making me hurt inside.

You were amazing.

Why did you have to let go?