Lying awake
Trying to think of words to say
My actions are starting to speak louder
As time quickly ticks away.
I still haven't realized what I want to really say
My anger is built up inside
Dying to leave.
Somehow it doesn't want to let go
Cherishing what is left of the past.
Leaving scars everytime I think about it
Tearing me up
Inside and out
Fucking up everything in it's path.
Not letting me forget
Everything that we've both done to each other
In a cruel way
I think I've realized what I wanted to say.
I want to say that...
I still love you no matter what
Despise what we've gone through
Even though you're my past
Those memories will hopefully
Never fade away.
